Monday, February 14, 2011

Note to BFFs

i'm writing these notes without lookin back. so pardon my mistakes ok. So imma write down how i feel bout every single one of you being in my life.how u guys entered my life.how u guys coloured my life. Fera,Adila,Suffi,Afiq,and Arip.Here we go..

So Adila,
remember how we met? through afiq rite? it was dinner i guess n i followed him as i was bored knowin nobody YET. oh,arip tagged along too but then he went back rite after he got his food. he's a bit shy(yeah rite). anyways,so we sat down n u were like super cool girl started the conversation. i felt easy talking with u so we got along really quick.i bought all the pink colour foods.

we hang most of the time since then. we studied together.had dinner together. yeah.it was really fun hangin with u. oh n we went out a lots till SOMEONE said i study when im out roamin around shoppin centre.lolx. remember i drove to penang n picked u up? lolx. amazing rite? all those GOOD things we did together-gether with Basya n ur awesome sis? lolx. i missed those time where i feel different. We'r good at poker facin dont we? 2nd sem,u pulled me into this Grand Dinner thingy and i wasnt interested but i helped still cuz i wanna help u. then i got officially involved. we got even closer us committees(spellin?). we did it,grand dinner was held at SACC n it was the MOST fantastic nite ever as i never dressed like that b4 in my life! u n fera picked my attire for the nite.thx. hehe. now that its the end of our foundation,probably we'll meet a bit lesser than b4 bt we'r still bff aite? hehe. after all,ur my daughter,that loves to pinch me.it hurts u knw.ouch. all the bruises i had on my arms. it was all U!! overall,ur an amazing person,strong woman. tudiaaa..bt its the truth. bt sumtimes u need a shoulder to lean on. to listen to ur probs. thats all.n hell yeah im there for u! hav a great hols k!
hahaha! hope wont cause controversy.

Fera,
how did we meet? through dila n che man. that time we were havin study group. i taught u a bit chemistry.hahahaha! i was in love wit SIM LAI HAR so i was good in chemist. then u said i look like this guy GDragon. i googled him n well,quite laaaa..bt im handsome-er la of cuz.hehe. kiddin2. we got along real quick. ur a really good girl's friend i'v ever had. u listened to my probs n i listened to urs. we shared lots. n u knw what we hav in common? love to put others ahead of ourselves. hehe. thats good. bt u hav to keep ur feelin in checked though. when will we go penang'? to the beach..waaa..i wonder we'l hang like this again..i'll definitely miss u,my travel mate.hahaha. juz call me if u wanna go anywhere. all the musics we share..joy,fun. gaga/shinee/Gdragon (ha ha ha ha ha, la la la la la, ha ha ha ha ha, aaaaaaaaaaaaa) hehe. oh n BABY GOOD NITE.
i love to sleep in class,thats wad i do best,well only when we started our sem 2. all the lecturers were BORING! damn,all i can do was sleep2 n dream on goin elsewhere (melaka,kelantan) lolx.
ohhh n we love to shop. fuhhh till we broke! dilaaa too! broke the we all juz diam2. cuz no money d.hahahaha! u n dila,coolest girl ever! roxxxx.! xoxo,bizobizo. oh n the chicken with a crown. we hang EVERYDAY. like u blogged,how's life without u aa actually? hehe. last day with u was SAD! omg~ sorry la i dint like say goodbye juz salam like tat cuz..i scared la..later i cry..huhu. "im sick,i dint want anybody to feel weird around me. especially YOU" hahahahaha! -a walk to remember-

keep in touch ok.

Afiq,
you are my roomie!! hello roomie,or bye? hahahaha.anyways,we'll meet again someday. Perhaps.hahaha. im really grateful to have a roommate like you. you accept me the way i am. fuh, i dance,sing,shout,drama n yet u can bear with all that. respect man! u know how to handle me. u always try to make me happy when im down. u listen to me. thats awesome! u always try to protect me from ppl that made me feel uneasy.hehe. remember those pillow talks we used to hav b4 sleepin? muahahaha! im grateful to hav u as my roommie cuz i dun wanna have someone like amir.eww. we rokx! bt we barely studied together. bt thats alrite. mayb the way we study is juz different rite? u always ask 4 my opinion when it comes to something that relate with money! yeah ofcuz! u hav money probs n i hav to help u to save up or else u'd be dead by now.hahahaha! oh,u loveeeeee to leave me alone in room n go raffles.huhu! hahaha. juz kiddin,its alrite. i was roamin around too rite. yeah,mayb u say i spend more time with arip than u,bt the difference is we'r roommie,we meet ALL the time. rite3? so chillax. n suffi, he's my classmate,i meet him always too,bt he's not my roommie,u are. no matter im hangin out with arip/suffi,dila/fera, i'd still wonder where the HELL r u??! lolx. mayb u got class,study group n stuff. ur a bz guy rite? hehe. the point is,i never forget u when im hangin out with others ok? seriously ur da best. we both attended daily school n not those military school la,boarding school la. yet we managed to handle ourselves! all the hardtimes. washin cloths,cleanin room,sharin computer.lolx. eventhough u dont sometimes express ur feelings bt i knw,u care. n when ur sad i can see ok.n i asked if ur doin ok. bt u juz kept quiet most of the time. bt thats ok,mayb ur the kind that wanna keep everythin inside,to urself. i understand. hav u seen me down like really2 sad? no? hahaha im happy all the time. try to be like me naaa. chill n hav fun with life while u still can. i wanna say sorry if i ever did anythin wrong or anythin that annoyed u. i dint mean it. sorry. im a good boy.lol. good laaa sgt. oh oh,n i couldnt have went to Melaka if its not u who brought me there for the 1st time.n i wouldnt hav known any melakarians if i dint knw u. thx afiq. (CHE MAN ADELAH PEREMPUAN TERGEDIK DI DUNIA) hahahaha! remember those words? lolx.
k lah. bottom line,ur awesome,great,independent guy! long live afiq CM! n keep in touch kkk.


last day we were roommate.


Ariff,
you, ur still a weirdo. bt ur srill one of my bffs. we did tons of things together. memories. good ones. i dun knw bout u,do u treat me as a best friend too? but i really treat u as best friend. everything i do i'l wait for u see if u wanna join. lolx. oh remember how i used to take care of u when ur sick back in sem 1? hahaha i guess im still used of taking care of u till now. not like gay but more like family.mother ke sumthing. mother??? haha. its ok if u dint realize all that cuz it was all sincere. do u knw there were ppl saying im ur slave/servant cuz they say i do what u ask me to do. bt i said "its ok" cuz i really wanna help. but u knw wad,its all past now. memories. im really2 happy to see u making friends after sem 2 started. they are all good friends,appreciate them. ur so attached to DOTA like its ur life. i understand. lolx. bt a little advice, dont get too attached,alert of wads goin on around. hehe. times we went surau everyday,REPENT.hahaha. that was REALLY2 fun. finally, something about ur personality. bt i dont want u to feel like im judging u. its ok if we lose sumtimes( not sayin bout DOTA games,maybe a little bout DOTA) . 2nd, smile always! hahahaha. thats all i guess, i knw its YOU. you r who u are bt u knw,juz some pieces of advice. "take it or leave it" my quote,remember? kihkih. anyways,final review bout u n our friendship, sound so official.hahahaha. okok, u r my best friend in this foundation in science programme. and most importantly,everythin i did was all sincere. thank you for everything u'v done, all the rides n stuff. thx! i dun knw if we'll meet again, so thankx a lot again for bein my friend. bon voyage. lolx. -the end-


see how fun we were! hahahaha! (see ur hair back then)

Suffi,
How did we meet pulak? ermm..i remember it was 1st day in class n i saw this oooolalalala SEXXY-bodied guy n i was like who is he. we sat together in front n u were talking with them( zahrul,aiman,mohsin) we were all tryin to befriend with each other. gosh i still remember as if its juz yesterday we met! then somehow we became close. you said its cuz u n ur housemates asked me to buy KFC for u all..and through rains n hotness i carried ur chickens back frm kl sentral to PALAM! it was seriusly hard! plus i was alone! hahahaha! bt it was ok cuz its kinda like my 1st favor i did in PALAM. ur the one tat i share my problems with,whenever i have problems with friendships i'd always refer to u. n u'd help me through all. u r a REAL FRIEND that a person shud hav. a friend that SHARES,CRIES,HELPS you. thx for being my REAL FRIEND mok su.hahahaha. im sorry if i hav ever made u feel..annoying,hateful. sorry if u feel i dint spend enuf time with u. ur such an innocent boy when i met u and then after a few months knwing me,u became ALMOST like me n at the same time i was -diislamkan- ahhahahaha! thx to u,i'v found my way in religion. u helped me on tat a LOTS! see,ur a REAL friend! k laa.words cant really express our friendship.we went through TOO much together. GOD knows.
it doesnt matter if u love him
or capital H-I-M
ur beautiful in ur way,
cuz HE makes no mistakes,
ur on the right track
MOK SU u were born this way!

remember this? at CAREFOUR klang!
oh not to forget ur my LOYAL DRIVER! u brought me anywhere i wanted to go! bt of cuz i hav to BUY u FOODS..haih.hahahahahaha! bt it was all worth it!
bizo2. anabilghoir!!

sincerely,with love by,
szen

p/s: it took me a month or so to complete this post! as this is my 1st time blogging SERIOUSLY and SINCERELY from the bottom of my heart.