Loved ones

Sorry if i missed out anybody. I love every single one of my friends. <3

ASSIGNED ME

These are the answers to the questions :

What did you learn that you did not know?

  I learnt that a blog is a place where the blogger would express himself/herself which they cannot do in real life.  Maybe it's their personalities make them that way. Well, as for me, i think blogging is a hobby that you'll get addicted to.

What type of blog do you find most compelling - a group or an individual blog? And why?

I would prefer an individual blog. It is simply because i love to read about a person's life. Of what is going on in the blogger's life. Especially if it is your bestfriend's blog. You can definitely know him/her better.Lastly, i think that an individual blog is more personal compared to a group blog as a group blog tells things which are more common. Well that is just my thought though.

Life In KL

suddenly feel like blogging. bt im gonna keep it short n simple though.

i drove all the way from KEDAH to KL. made some pit stops at friend's house along the way. picked HIM n HIM at hit the road. penang trip was awesome. perak trip was ok since they'r not exactly my friends.except for LAMPAM! u rockx!
REACHED KL around 12 a.m.
went job hunting with my girlfriends n boyfriends. cant really call it JOB HUNTING cuz i only went for A job interview n tats it. I GOT IT. juz like that.
the interview was like 30 minutes i guess. oh the job im talkin about is CUSTOMER SERVICE in PARKSON PAVILION KL btw.
he asked me lots. why this why that. bla3. n he asked me to describe my dad in chinese cuz i wrote i can speak n write chinese. lolx. next thing i know me n FERA got the job.
5am picked suffi up n 12pm went job hunting for suffi. he got a job for his 1st interview too. bt he got for watson's promoter. OK LA~ better than nothin'.
Oh i forgot to mention bout MELAKA. SUPERB! i actually went to melaka for 4 times n tat was the 1st time ever i got to visit MELAKA. i mean the town was like amazing. the view from top of taming sari. cant describe. thx to someone's dad for the food heaven!
the leaving part was SAD. but well. again,thats life. BAL,i know wad ur gonna say. SHH!
so here i am at my aunts house in GOMBAK blogging.
done.

p/s: hoping on blogging bout my 1st day of workin.

Grand dinner Committees

I cant really write bout EVERY single of of u so pardon if i missed anybody.
1st entered the committee and started to know u guys. fik,shah,iqbal,ji'ar,wasabri,maula,syafiqah ,azrin, nona and the gang.

u guys are awesome,highlighted my life in semester 2.

FIKRI SYAFIQ@ FISHA
-ur a GREAT person.love to help others.that's y ur our driver!(in a good way of cuz).
-love to gossip
-always TOO attached to something
-camwhore
-love foods
-super clever!
THOUGHTS: feel grateful n happy to know u. too bad we dint know each other since the 1st sem.thx for being my friend! helped me out in lots of things. thx for the bday wish n present! love it!

SHAH OZAIR
-amazing!
-love to do silly stuffs
-love to gossip
-talk to himself on camera
-super clever!
-lovely person
-good friend
THOUGHTS: know u during 1st meeting and u were already being friendly! ur sooo good at talking or expressing during the meeting! *like* thx for the present as well. and thx 4 bein my friend!

Ji'ar
-1st impression to u was SCARY
-started to know u better n actually ur cool!
-love to crap ( good thing)
-has a bf who is caring n cool TOO!
-nok (lolx)
-good in handling an event ( ppl out there should hire her!)
-does not listen to english songs!

THOUGHTS: ur cool,like super cool,hang with u is sooooo fun! we should hang out again sometimes,maybe with ur bf too.hahahaha! have a great hols ok in JOHOR. hehe. thx for those foods u always brought back from there! thx for being my friend!

Atiqah
-insanely crazy
-cannot sit still for a second
-love to joke
-her acts super damn funny
-love products from BONIA ( even if its not genuine)
-very helpful as a friend
-good worker
-sacrificed a lots for our dinner (thx)

THOUGHTS: coolest n funniest or should i say weirdest girl ever.hahahaha! bt i loike! thx tiqah for being my friend. remember the camera wakaf? ahhahaha! i'll go kelantan next time n we'll meet there okies! bye for now,enjoy ur hols!

SYAFIQAH
-most normal person (l0lx)
-active!
-love to join our activities
-love to blog
-love to take photos as well as being in photos!
-cheerful
-dont like conflicts (with friends)

THOGHTS: ur a good girl,stay that way. good luck in ur future.hope u'll get what u wished for. n yeah,thx for being my friend, enjoy ur hols k! till we meet again..bye!

AZRIN
-doesnt talk a lot
-said i was arrogant at 1st
-love her friends
-good girl
-love her mum n dad
-good worker!
-determined girl

THOUGHTS: gosh ur such a nice person.u would do a job as perfect as u can. those helping hand i lend u, it was all sincere. thx for being my friend! hope ur problems will all be solved one by one ok? good luck in ur future! hav a great hols n working time in Perak! dada~

RIZAL MAULA
-hyperactive CHILD
-famous in PALAM
-cute
-adorable
-gaga fan

THOUGHTS: molly ur such a nice friend. cuz i can share my minat with u! GAGA! hahaha! its sad to think bad all those crazy moments, we dance sing to gaga's song! hahaha u'd come to my room n boorow my stuff.hehe. missing those moments. ur activeness n gedikness. huhu! i really hope we'll meet again someday my dear friend! send my regards to nona ok! bye molar! good luck in ur future!

IQBAL@ BALBAL
-a VERY good friend (REAL FRIEND)
-love to help others!
-took care of me a lot!
-love his blue viva
-has a mom that can bake! slrpp! kak nora nk kek!!
-famous for cupcakes!
-genius
-gamer!

THOUGHTS: hey,thx for being a real good friend of mine. i really appreciate u, a lot! its too bad we juz knew each other 2nd semester. otherwise we would be really really really bestest friend ever! thx for accompanying me all those nights during our final exam! thx for being there for me when im sick,when i have problems. thx bal,ur tooo nice,words cant describe ur kindness. we'll meet again i promise. ur in KL je pun.hehe. forget me not as i shall not forget u. thx again for everything! oh n p/s u hav not lost me.hahahaha! till we meet again! BORN THIS WAY!

IKHWANUDIN (pronounced ikhwan addin) @NUDENUDE
-super cute!
-genius!
-love to play games!
-my pet ( hahahahaha)
-my neighbour
-very wara'k
-PHYSICS IS HIS FOOD

THOUGHTS: ur juz sooo cute that i enjoy cubit ur face all the time! i'd say ur cute n u'd reply " i dont knw wads wrong with u" hahahaha! thx fr helping me in my studies. oh gosh,u belanja me sooooo many times! its ok,thx,i'll repay that soon! luckily ur juz nearby so i can still cubit u! hahahaha! good luck in ur future! anyways we'll meet again kn? FOR SURE hahahaha! oh n u cheered my days during asasi! wink wink. bye~~~

p/s: would love to dedicate "we're all in this together (graduation mix)" to u guys bt unfortunately, i dont knw how to upload songs on blogger. hahaha!

BYE YA'LLS

Note to BFFs

i'm writing these notes without lookin back. so pardon my mistakes ok. So imma write down how i feel bout every single one of you being in my life.how u guys entered my life.how u guys coloured my life. Fera,Adila,Suffi,Afiq,and Arip.Here we go..

So Adila,
remember how we met? through afiq rite? it was dinner i guess n i followed him as i was bored knowin nobody YET. oh,arip tagged along too but then he went back rite after he got his food. he's a bit shy(yeah rite). anyways,so we sat down n u were like super cool girl started the conversation. i felt easy talking with u so we got along really quick.i bought all the pink colour foods.

we hang most of the time since then. we studied together.had dinner together. yeah.it was really fun hangin with u. oh n we went out a lots till SOMEONE said i study when im out roamin around shoppin centre.lolx. remember i drove to penang n picked u up? lolx. amazing rite? all those GOOD things we did together-gether with Basya n ur awesome sis? lolx. i missed those time where i feel different. We'r good at poker facin dont we? 2nd sem,u pulled me into this Grand Dinner thingy and i wasnt interested but i helped still cuz i wanna help u. then i got officially involved. we got even closer us committees(spellin?). we did it,grand dinner was held at SACC n it was the MOST fantastic nite ever as i never dressed like that b4 in my life! u n fera picked my attire for the nite.thx. hehe. now that its the end of our foundation,probably we'll meet a bit lesser than b4 bt we'r still bff aite? hehe. after all,ur my daughter,that loves to pinch me.it hurts u knw.ouch. all the bruises i had on my arms. it was all U!! overall,ur an amazing person,strong woman. tudiaaa..bt its the truth. bt sumtimes u need a shoulder to lean on. to listen to ur probs. thats all.n hell yeah im there for u! hav a great hols k!
hahaha! hope wont cause controversy.

Fera,
how did we meet? through dila n che man. that time we were havin study group. i taught u a bit chemistry.hahahaha! i was in love wit SIM LAI HAR so i was good in chemist. then u said i look like this guy GDragon. i googled him n well,quite laaaa..bt im handsome-er la of cuz.hehe. kiddin2. we got along real quick. ur a really good girl's friend i'v ever had. u listened to my probs n i listened to urs. we shared lots. n u knw what we hav in common? love to put others ahead of ourselves. hehe. thats good. bt u hav to keep ur feelin in checked though. when will we go penang'? to the beach..waaa..i wonder we'l hang like this again..i'll definitely miss u,my travel mate.hahaha. juz call me if u wanna go anywhere. all the musics we share..joy,fun. gaga/shinee/Gdragon (ha ha ha ha ha, la la la la la, ha ha ha ha ha, aaaaaaaaaaaaa) hehe. oh n BABY GOOD NITE.
i love to sleep in class,thats wad i do best,well only when we started our sem 2. all the lecturers were BORING! damn,all i can do was sleep2 n dream on goin elsewhere (melaka,kelantan) lolx.
ohhh n we love to shop. fuhhh till we broke! dilaaa too! broke the we all juz diam2. cuz no money d.hahahaha! u n dila,coolest girl ever! roxxxx.! xoxo,bizobizo. oh n the chicken with a crown. we hang EVERYDAY. like u blogged,how's life without u aa actually? hehe. last day with u was SAD! omg~ sorry la i dint like say goodbye juz salam like tat cuz..i scared la..later i cry..huhu. "im sick,i dint want anybody to feel weird around me. especially YOU" hahahahaha! -a walk to remember-

keep in touch ok.

Afiq,
you are my roomie!! hello roomie,or bye? hahahaha.anyways,we'll meet again someday. Perhaps.hahaha. im really grateful to have a roommate like you. you accept me the way i am. fuh, i dance,sing,shout,drama n yet u can bear with all that. respect man! u know how to handle me. u always try to make me happy when im down. u listen to me. thats awesome! u always try to protect me from ppl that made me feel uneasy.hehe. remember those pillow talks we used to hav b4 sleepin? muahahaha! im grateful to hav u as my roommie cuz i dun wanna have someone like amir.eww. we rokx! bt we barely studied together. bt thats alrite. mayb the way we study is juz different rite? u always ask 4 my opinion when it comes to something that relate with money! yeah ofcuz! u hav money probs n i hav to help u to save up or else u'd be dead by now.hahahaha! oh,u loveeeeee to leave me alone in room n go raffles.huhu! hahaha. juz kiddin,its alrite. i was roamin around too rite. yeah,mayb u say i spend more time with arip than u,bt the difference is we'r roommie,we meet ALL the time. rite3? so chillax. n suffi, he's my classmate,i meet him always too,bt he's not my roommie,u are. no matter im hangin out with arip/suffi,dila/fera, i'd still wonder where the HELL r u??! lolx. mayb u got class,study group n stuff. ur a bz guy rite? hehe. the point is,i never forget u when im hangin out with others ok? seriously ur da best. we both attended daily school n not those military school la,boarding school la. yet we managed to handle ourselves! all the hardtimes. washin cloths,cleanin room,sharin computer.lolx. eventhough u dont sometimes express ur feelings bt i knw,u care. n when ur sad i can see ok.n i asked if ur doin ok. bt u juz kept quiet most of the time. bt thats ok,mayb ur the kind that wanna keep everythin inside,to urself. i understand. hav u seen me down like really2 sad? no? hahaha im happy all the time. try to be like me naaa. chill n hav fun with life while u still can. i wanna say sorry if i ever did anythin wrong or anythin that annoyed u. i dint mean it. sorry. im a good boy.lol. good laaa sgt. oh oh,n i couldnt have went to Melaka if its not u who brought me there for the 1st time.n i wouldnt hav known any melakarians if i dint knw u. thx afiq. (CHE MAN ADELAH PEREMPUAN TERGEDIK DI DUNIA) hahahaha! remember those words? lolx.
k lah. bottom line,ur awesome,great,independent guy! long live afiq CM! n keep in touch kkk.


last day we were roommate.


Ariff,
you, ur still a weirdo. bt ur srill one of my bffs. we did tons of things together. memories. good ones. i dun knw bout u,do u treat me as a best friend too? but i really treat u as best friend. everything i do i'l wait for u see if u wanna join. lolx. oh remember how i used to take care of u when ur sick back in sem 1? hahaha i guess im still used of taking care of u till now. not like gay but more like family.mother ke sumthing. mother??? haha. its ok if u dint realize all that cuz it was all sincere. do u knw there were ppl saying im ur slave/servant cuz they say i do what u ask me to do. bt i said "its ok" cuz i really wanna help. but u knw wad,its all past now. memories. im really2 happy to see u making friends after sem 2 started. they are all good friends,appreciate them. ur so attached to DOTA like its ur life. i understand. lolx. bt a little advice, dont get too attached,alert of wads goin on around. hehe. times we went surau everyday,REPENT.hahaha. that was REALLY2 fun. finally, something about ur personality. bt i dont want u to feel like im judging u. its ok if we lose sumtimes( not sayin bout DOTA games,maybe a little bout DOTA) . 2nd, smile always! hahahaha. thats all i guess, i knw its YOU. you r who u are bt u knw,juz some pieces of advice. "take it or leave it" my quote,remember? kihkih. anyways,final review bout u n our friendship, sound so official.hahahaha. okok, u r my best friend in this foundation in science programme. and most importantly,everythin i did was all sincere. thank you for everything u'v done, all the rides n stuff. thx! i dun knw if we'll meet again, so thankx a lot again for bein my friend. bon voyage. lolx. -the end-


see how fun we were! hahahaha! (see ur hair back then)

Suffi,
How did we meet pulak? ermm..i remember it was 1st day in class n i saw this oooolalalala SEXXY-bodied guy n i was like who is he. we sat together in front n u were talking with them( zahrul,aiman,mohsin) we were all tryin to befriend with each other. gosh i still remember as if its juz yesterday we met! then somehow we became close. you said its cuz u n ur housemates asked me to buy KFC for u all..and through rains n hotness i carried ur chickens back frm kl sentral to PALAM! it was seriusly hard! plus i was alone! hahahaha! bt it was ok cuz its kinda like my 1st favor i did in PALAM. ur the one tat i share my problems with,whenever i have problems with friendships i'd always refer to u. n u'd help me through all. u r a REAL FRIEND that a person shud hav. a friend that SHARES,CRIES,HELPS you. thx for being my REAL FRIEND mok su.hahahaha. im sorry if i hav ever made u feel..annoying,hateful. sorry if u feel i dint spend enuf time with u. ur such an innocent boy when i met u and then after a few months knwing me,u became ALMOST like me n at the same time i was -diislamkan- ahhahahaha! thx to u,i'v found my way in religion. u helped me on tat a LOTS! see,ur a REAL friend! k laa.words cant really express our friendship.we went through TOO much together. GOD knows.
it doesnt matter if u love him
or capital H-I-M
ur beautiful in ur way,
cuz HE makes no mistakes,
ur on the right track
MOK SU u were born this way!

remember this? at CAREFOUR klang!
oh not to forget ur my LOYAL DRIVER! u brought me anywhere i wanted to go! bt of cuz i hav to BUY u FOODS..haih.hahahahahaha! bt it was all worth it!
bizo2. anabilghoir!!

sincerely,with love by,
szen

p/s: it took me a month or so to complete this post! as this is my 1st time blogging SERIOUSLY and SINCERELY from the bottom of my heart.

Missing all my PLKN's FREINDS

I was happy to be back home...

But when i reached home,just as i step in my house,WEIRD...

I wanna be with my friends..

Well,that's life...

Hope we'll all keep in touch!

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

My Life In PLKN

Here i'm going to tell all of you out there how's life in plkn..briefly...Well,when i first got the news that i was chosen for PLKN,i was shocked and scared to go...i thought it was a waste of time,that i better spend my holidays with my friends at home..but anyways i came to my senses i have to go and i did!It was early in the morning of 4th january...i could'nt sleep well the nite b4..so i got up early to make my final check on my stuff-to-bring...All trainees must 1st gather at STADIUM DARUL AMAN b4 we leave alor star..i got there early and saw none of my chinese's friend that are in the same camp as me! i was terrified..i couldnt sit still so i walked around till my best friend-Yuu came..he's going to another camp...i told him how scared i was to not have any friends there and he tried to make me feel better saying "its ok,you'll find friends there"..I doubted that..after an hour or so gathering there...we were on our own bus getting ready to leave alor star..i met a chinese friend on the bus..call him chee!! he is chubbyly cute! so i sat with him..after another hour sitting on the damn cold bus without wearing sweater..we finally reached DAMAI PARK RESORT my so called "paradise"..weather was hot..but it was my 1st day so i told myself its ok,u've got another 74 more days here! OMFG!we walked up the hill(as our camp is up up and away)..we were gathered(again) in the hall to make our registration..there,i got my own tray(but we have to put it back so its not really our owns)..and i was told im staying in dorm F1..so i started looking for whoever chinese that is in the same dorm as mine..i dint find any and so i went alone to my dorm..I first saw my dorm...it was a long dorm..real long(31 ppl living in it)!! lolx after a while 3 other chineses came and we made friends..like usual,majority was malays..especially kelantanese..i was not comfortable with malays previously as i lived most of my life with chinese! (of course it got better after getting to know them)so i unpacked my things..and try to set my "nest" there..then at the other end of the dorm there were groups of kelantan boys shouting,talking out loud...they seemed happy to be here..then they called us(3 and a half chinese-me,chee and whey)..and we went to have a little chat with them..hahax! we introduced ourselves...they did the same..they had no idea i was half malay so they were talking with this chinese-malay tone..then i told them im half malay..they were shocked..should have captured their faces on camera..hehe,so we continued tallking..too much named to remember at a time..at the end i cant even remember one..i said to myself "its ok..slowly" hahax..after a while...there was this announcement saying all that just arrived please go to logistic to get all of our issued clothes..including the PLKN uniform..we took our turns and we finally got a notepad,pen,2 inner loreng,2 sets of class uniform,2 sets of FULL LORENG,3 kind of socks,kiwi for shoes,brush,rubberband(for FULL LORENG),3 kind of shoes,a cap and a beret,belts,sport shirts and so on..hahax..just to take all those things,it was tiring and i was sweating! then we got our new haircut.."a baldy look is nice" said the teachers! haha..its ok for me as im used to being short-haired guy..lolx we went back to our dorm..and finished my day one just like that...2nd day,all muslims including me were up for morning prayer..we had our breakfast at 7.30 am..then we were brought to have a look around the camp..again it was tiring..we had to line-up all the time..every hour,minute and second! to be honest,1st week was hard for me..For your information,we eat for 6 times a day..breakfast at 7.30am,tea break at 10.30,lunch at 12.30,tea break at 4.30,dinner at 6.30 and finally supper at 10.oo..hehe...but i only ate 2 times or 3 a day..dont wanna get chubby now do you? haha3rd day-we were divided into companies..Alpha,Bravo,Charlie and Delta..i was placed in Charlie,same goes to all my dorm mates in F1..i could'nt see the joy at 1st..then we had our leader chosen(Fikri and E-where)..i had no idea at all about kawad thingy so i just kept quiet..our company's teacher was strict so i was literally scared by him when asked to introduce ourselves one by one..but i did that anyway..after choosing leaders..those leaders(including other companies's as well) had to go for a meeting..to choose a BIG LEADER(we call penghulu) out of them...E-where was chosen! so Fikri as our leader and Nik as our co-leader..hehe..ok,so here's our normal activities day and day..morning prayer at 5.45Moring PT(exercise jasmani) at 6.30breakfast at 7.30class at 8.30teabreak at 10.30class at 11.00lunch at 12.30physical activities at 2.30teabreak at 4.30relax time at 5.30 (i did jogging,bola tampar,bola sepak and stuff like that)dinner at 6.30rollcall at 9.00supper at 10.oo11.00 turn off all the lights(or we will be punished)11.45-no more activities outside dorms!haha we got three kind of classes..(boring to be honest)1st was character building or CB,2nd was integration,3rd was SASTERA( poem thingy)i successfully endured all of those boring classes...but at the same time it was fun though..felt like went through time portal and got back to kindergarten..hehe during those classes we learnt a lot bout cultures and morals and of course the teachers hope to see us apply those things in our lives..haha,we learn how to talk in front of so many people..i got into dikir barat stuff which is something i never did before in my life! it was totally fun! i was blown away! hahax!you got the chance to know a lot of friends there...from different part of states...penang,perak,kedah and of course kelantan..WE LEARNT HOW TO KECEK KELATE with them! fun!! haha,i have two bestest friends ever there..AIMAN AZRI and SULAIMAN AL YAKUUBI...there were awesome..but of course all of my dorm mates were gooooooooooooooddddddddd!!! they loved me!!! and i love them too..During physical activities...we did kawad,flying fox,kembara halangan,water confidence,water sports like kayak and rakit..things we never really do in REAL life..hehe..The sad part is...we dint have the chance to do WIRAJAYA..sad..because we have to go back early than we all thought to get our results..but still i enjoyed there so so much!my company won pertandingan kembara halangan and menembak..speaking of shooting..wow! you'll never get experience like this if your not pelatih PLKN..was so fun! wow is what i can use to describe..but out of 100 points i only got 37..sad but yeah what the hell right? hahax..my best friend..sulaiman(leme) got the best shooter award with the highest score-86..amzing right..we call him sharp shutter shooter! hahax well just look at his ambition,he wants to be a pilot..great eyes man!Like all of the teachers in PLKN said..no matter how hard you try to describe what you did in PLKN to your friends..they will never get the feel..the feel of joy,fun,happiness..the one that could feel it is you yourself..and i am glad i did PLKN!during the last few days...we did maulidur rasul,for our prophet nabi muhammad SAW..we were all dressed in BAJU MELAYU and we walked and cheered(if you call that cheer) haha...then we also did MALAM SERIBU KENANGAN where we had all sort of performances...i did dikir barat during it! hahax! amazing! the night lasted till 1.30 in the morning! sad part is we had to wake up at 5.30 the next morning...but WTH i was so excited and so i was pumped with energy!final day...the last of night in PLKN..we had MAKAN MALAM BERSAMA KOMPENI..where we had KFCs and Satays!! hehe..fun..the chaired were all arranged mannerly in a circle we sat...like campfire..hehe..at 12.00 we,including the other companies sat in the middle of padang and we watched our slideshow..pictures of ours from the beginning until that night...under the beautifully aligned stars..moon..wow! i almost shed tears! but dint..then at 12.45 am,we sat back in circle and teachers made their speeches..saying sorry if they had been rude or said something bad to us..they said they had to be like that..or else,like kelatanese would say,punoh.It means hancur or rosak..hahawe all answered to him ''we forgive you teacher and we are sorry for everyhing,most of all thx for everything!''wow,night i will definitely remember..there were teachers who just said thank you and left..maybe they do not like the feeling of goodbyes..well..me too..next morning,last morning! we had our MAJLIS TAMAT LATIHAN...it was official..and there were total silence,the only thing we heard was foot-stomp..hehe"maka itu tamat lah latihan bagi para pelatih PLKN kumpulan 1 siri 7 2010" said the mc..that moment..everybody clapped their hands and threw their cap up!then i went back to my dorm to start my stuff-packing...getting ready to go home..during the last few hours there..we all said our goodbyes to teachers and friends..hugging and tears started to come out from the corner of their eyes(cewah) haha at 3.00 pm,my mother came..i signed my last paper and grabbed my certificate and walked to my car..forgot to mention that my best friend (LEME) was following me..helping me with tons of bags..he dint say much at 1st..before my mother came..quite quiet of him..but when we were at my car, i hugged him and said my last goodbye to him,he just cant hold it and..yeah...sad..i gave him tissues,sad to tell you,even a guy could cry during goodbyes,let alone girls...i wanna cry too but i just..stayed strong..i waved my friends goodbye and my mom drove away...BYE PLKN!!!So the bottomline is..PLKN is fun and the goodbye part is superdupperly sad!! thats all i can say! take a look at he photos i took during PLKN!Kem Damai Park Resort,I MISS YOU!!